i’ve been a very bad tumblr lately and i haven’t intentionally been ignoring anyone. i’m going through a difficult time right now and sometimes it’s easier to retreat, not to mention the past several weeks have been a blur. eventually i plan on writing about my recent experiences with the health care system, having emergency back surgery, and having life as i knew it completely change overnight, but i need some time to recover and clear my mind. the good news is that i am improving every day. it’s going to be a long recovery but my current situation is temporary and eventually i’ll be just fine. i’m still in pain and on a slew of medications, but am working from home, being as productive as i possibly can, and already taking walks. i’m unable to lift anders (it may be a long time before i can) so i am very dependent on family and friends right now. it’s been difficult for me to accept the fact that i need help and i’ve been humbled by the support i’ve received by my family, friends, and especially my husband. i married him for a reason, but wow i really lucked out!
so thank you all for the get well wishes and i’ll be back and feeling better than ever soon. in the meantime, enjoy my meaningless posts and lots of cute pictures of anders, who by the way is turning one in just two weeks. crazytalk - i know.
xo
