September 2011
August 2011
high school facebook “friend” needs to go back to school…
Carrie
WHAT! Ramen noodles have 14g of fat, 380 ca, 53 carb, and 1,660g of sodium!!!!!! Im socked
- Carrie: I thought it was just some noodles
- Carrie: No wonder students gain the freshman 20. There on the ramen noodle and beer diet!
- Carrie: thier.*
so tempted to comment try again moron*
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i need a vacation. like an entire month long trip to sweden or japan or denmark. shit, i’ll go anywhere as long as i don’t have to work.
note to wish master: please do not misunderstand my request; i do not want to be unemployed.
rambling.
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it’s no secret that i’ve been struggling since i’ve been back at work since my maternity leave. in case you haven’t been reading my tumblr, which has been a complete downer recently (sorry guys), here’s the short version of the past 3 months: i want to stay at home with anders but cannot afford to and need company sponsored health insurance, i asked my employer to go part-time to a 30/hr week and was denied, they will not let me (or anyone at the firm) work from home, i do not want to find a new job because if i have to work 50 hrs/week, i’d prefer to stay where i’ve been for the past 7 years, i am overwhelmed at work, i have very little time during the week days with my baby, have little to no time for myself, rarely see my friends, and am not enjoying life as i should. basically, i have let my work issues completely consume me. rather than take control of my situation, by getting on a better schedule, which means waking up before 6am, getting organized, and stop wasting the precious few hours i have alone at night on the internet, i cried. and cried and cried and complained and wallowed in my sorrow and retreated as i always do when depression sneaks in and takes over.
it’s time i start enjoying every moment i have with anders rather than complaining about the time i’m not with him. i need to remind myself often that the grass isn’t always greener, it could be so much worse, i really am very lucky, i have a perfectly healthy baby, i have a happy marriage, i have a loving family, i have a job, i am more fortunate than most.
i will stop focusing on what i want and cannot have and focus on all the amazing possibilities.
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Park 4DTV - 24/7 art stream - Raudio Specials - Raudio Special :: 9 Beet Stretch →
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i’ve been listening to this the past 2 days at work. it’s so calming and exactly what i need with fast approaching deadlines stressing me out. listen.
Raudio Special brings you, as a continuous 24/7 audio webstream, ‘9 Beet Stretch’ by idea-based artist Leif Inge. ‘9 Beet Stretch’ is a recording of Ludwig van Beethoven’s ninth symphony stretched to 24 hours, without pitch distortion. The stream started on Saturday May 7th, 2005, at 20h15 (the moment of sunset (local time) in Vienna, Austria, where Beethoven’s ninth symphony was first performed, on May 7th, 1824).
remember when i said this just 2 hours ago? “i’m banning myself from the internets all day. right after i checked my email, facebook, soundcloud, and tumblr of course.”
ok, starting over now. for real this time. i mean it.
i’m banning myself from the internets all day. right after i checked my email, facebook, soundcloud, and tumblr of course.
